MonkeyScholar92

RULES:
1) You must post these rules.
2) Each person must post eleven facts about themselves in their journal.
3) Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4) You have to choose eleven people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5) Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6) No tag backs.
7) No stuff in the tagging section about "You are tagged if you are reading this."

Eleven facts about me.

1 - I normally don't get tagged, I find tags and do them because I can

2 - I used to want to move to Japan, but now I just wanna go there to visit. I don't know where I'd move to, but certainly NOT Japan!

3 - I am a pervert

4 - I have Athazagoraphobia or the fear of being left behind/forgotten

5 - I am Pansexual, or rather sexual attraction, sexual desire, romantic love, or emotional attraction toward persons of all gender identities and biological sexes. AKA GENDER-BLIND for those of you have no idea what the hell I'm talking about.

6 - My eyes used to be blue, but after I turned 16 they started turning green!

7 - I'm so picky on who I Role Play with that I stopped going to forums.

8 - I want to be a cosmetologist

9 - I am spiritual but not religious.

10 - I want to be that crazy cat lady

11 - I started to write when I was 12


I was tagged by -

1. Do you roleplay? If so what got you into it?
Yes. I started out because I joined forums

2. Are you into anime? If so, what's your favorites to list? Yes I want a list! No "it's too long to list"!
Yes! This is in no particular order, just as they come to me.........Yu Yu Hakusho, Sailor Moon, Naruto, DBZ, Bleach, Full Metal Alchemist, Inuyasha, Saiyuki, Ruroni Kenshin, ZatchBell, Big O, G Gundam, Blood+, Trigun, Trinity Blood, Outlaw Star,  Ouran High School Host Club, Shugo Chara!, Fruits Basket, Witch Hunter Robin, Ghost in the Shell, Yu-Gi-Oh! (Original only!), uuurrrrgggggg I can't think of anymore!

3. Do you write fanfiction? What's the worst story you have ever written?
Yes I do *points to gallery*. The worst? Uggghh I'd have to say the first Saiyuki fanfic I ever made...

4. Do you write poetry? If so, do you write songs or just poetry?
Both? Both. BOTH! Both is good. *nod*

5. What's the best thing that has ever happened to you?
Meeting my two best friends EVER!

6. If you're into anime who do you like as a pairing?
<dies> soooooooo maaaaaaannnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy don't make me do it!!!!!!!

7. If you're into video games, who do you like as a pairing?
Thane/FShepard or Garurs/FShepard both from Mass Effect. DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE!!!!!!

8. What video games do you play? (LIST! LIST! LIST!!!!!) If you don't play video games, what video games would you like to play?
Overlord, Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic, Dragon Age, and if I had them I would play Mass Effect and Assassin's Creed.

9. What's the most amusing thing that's ever happened to you during a chat or a RP?
Amusing things happen to me every day

10. If you're in a Roleplaying group, how did you discover them? If you're not in a RP group, would you ever want to be?
Nope

11. First character you ever RPed, did you like RPing them? Would you RP with them again?
Akamery. Yes. Maybe.

I tag: and whoever else wants to do this tag XD I don't have 11 friends!

Your Questions Are:

1 - Who was your original one true pairing? Think WAAAAYYYYYYY back to your childhood, and who you thought was the cutest couple ever!

2 - Favorite Disney movie? Why? (like, OLD Disney, for example Pocahontas, NO sequels!)

3 - If you could live in anther country where would that be? Why? (look up pros and cons!)

4 - How many kids do you want? If any...

5 - CAKE OR DEATH?!

6 - Would you rather be an individual or hammered down for being different?

7 - Do you have a family heirloom? What is it?

8 - You are forced to listen to the nyan cat song for fifteen minutes. What do you do?

9 - Sailor _____ Power, Make Up! (Fill in the blank)

10 - What's the best remake so far in your opinion? (Movies, TV shows....)

11 - Sex before or after marriage?

Alright, so, the fuses blew at my nightmarish house which is over 114 years old, which is why I wasn't online.

Mom thought she left the ones from before in the basement, but she didn't want to look for them, it was too cold, and so when she left my boyfriend Max moved the things away from the basement door and went back down to help look, as he can stand the cold longer.

She comes into the kitchen and screams down "Please get out of there!"
He calls up, "I'm just trying to help"
She says "You don't NEED to be down there!"
I turn to her and go "You know, you don't have to be such a /bitch/." I was totally calm.

She goes "He doesn't need to be sticking his /nose/ where it doesn't belong!"
Max repeats, "I was trying to help" and things just get haywire, I don't remember what happens exactly, I just remember being backed up against the fridge, nana (my grandmother) had come in and was by the microwave, max was by the door to the kitchen, mom had shoved everything back against the basement door.

I don't know who said what when, but this was what was said
"You don't /know/ this house like /we/ do! We've lived here for 15 years!" - mom
"I know about /eletricity/, I know how it works." - max was /trying/ to stay cool
"bullshit! you don't know this house! this house is different!" - mom
something something something... "I let you down there /once/, you were /welcome/ down there /once/, you had no right to go down there after that!" - mom, and she's screaming her head off
I spoke up again, "This is nana's house, it's her decision whether or not he can explore or not."
She comes charging towards me, I raised my right arm to block and she growls, "Same goes for /you/! What gives you the right to /let/ him go nosing around?!"

anyway, at one point nana finally steps in and tries to break it up, and mom growls and tells me to leave, so I walk out of the kitchen and then run upstairs, and listen to her and max go at it, same thing that went on in the kitchen just going around in circles
 
and then she came upstairs and cornered me in my room yelling at me, because in my mother's mind, I'm the one who started all of this, because he's /my/ boyfriend, and so his actions are my actions. She's telling me that max and I should just /leave/ and I'm laying there on my bed blinking at her, letting her yell it out.

Max screams up the stairs, "IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM, BRING UP WITH /ME/! DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON BRIA!"
mom tries to say it's betwen her and I, and goes down to yell at max some more

then I hear nana scream "I reiterate, can someone /please/ go get Bria and tell her to come here?!" and so max comes up, i'm trying not to cry
 
because if I cry she wins

I go downstairs after spending a minute hugging max and calming down, and nana tries to ask what started all of this

after that things calmed down, I took some nyquil and went to bed after I talked to nana for a while



This all happened New Years night (not new years eve, the night after, the evening of new years day)

What a way to start the New Year, the year of the Snake, in the year 2013, and 13 is an unlucky number. In Asia I guess 13 is lucky, but it was sure unlucky two nights ago.

Fuck my life.

and THEN yesterday morning, I come down to go to the bathroom, I hear nana say "You only have the capacity to love one person, and you keep getting kicked in the teeth every time." That means Andrew, the man my mother can never have. There's silence for a moment, and then nana asks, "Do you even love me?"

mom says "no" with a scoff.

nana asks "do you love brianna?"

"no"

I shook my head and went back upstairs, I didn't need to hear anymore. I had known since I was a child that my mother never loved me, she never had to say it to my face. I'm just a friend, a friend that can be thrown away